Bisperas ng Pasko

Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Nyak, isa na namang moody posting. Wala naman talaga akong problems, namumoody nga lang talaga. Meron nga lang bumabother sa utak ko ngayon pero di na ako magkkwento, mahirap na at baka kung sino pa ang makabasa.

Ilang oras na, araw na ng Pasko. Ito ang pinaka unang Noche Buena ng buhay ko na wala ang ate ko so I'm a bit bummed about that. On the upside, madaming mga kamag-anak na taga probinsiya ang andito so they'll liven things up. And also, I have a lot of gifts under the Christmas tree just waiting to be opened.

Speaking of gifts, I just gave a gift to a fried despite what I have been saying that I will not be handing out Christmas presents this year unless it's part of a Secret Santa thig. I gave him two DVDs, one for his birthday that was 10 million years ago and one for Christmas.

Gift giving is such a chore for me as I don't know what the perfect gift is going to be! That's why in instances wherein I find a perfect match, like this instance when I saw the DVDs of some favorite movies of my friend in the mall, I always grab the opportunity and snap the gifts right up. I really do not have time nor the patience to go to Divisoria and go around the whole place looking for something that's merely "suitable" to a person. Unfortunately, this DVD thing was the only serendipitous instance in this year's gift giving charade. All other friends and relatives are still going to receive nada!

Now all Christmas season long, I was acting like a veritable Scrooge. "Bah humbug!" my YM status would say during particular times of grumpiness. I kept on telling people that I have no money, that I will not give out gifts, that I will recycle all gifts that I'll be receiving. All of these are true... But last week, while browsing the decorations that are on sale, I suddenly got the holiday fever. I just wanted to buy all of the Christmas decorations they have for sale, that I will find gifts for everyone, that I am going to keep all the cool stuff I got. Fortunately, this was a temporary thing. I still have the holiday bug right now but I still don't have money so I'm curbing my spending.

Aaahh 13 and a half hours to go! Lamon na naman I was just at the pakain sa San Beda this morning and I ate two plates of buffet food. Busog kung busog. Tapos lamon sa Noche Buena tonight tapos lamon ulit sa Christmas party bukas hehehe. Pataba nang pataba talaga! Hehehe

I hope that it will become chilly tonight to make the weather more Christmas like. Ang init eh! And I'm off to sleep na, still have to make up for millions of hours of sleep debt! An advanced Merry Christmas to everyone!!!