End

All good things must come to an end.

It's so weird when something that I am used to, something that is always there comes to an end. It happened before with ew.com. I read that site everyday, always checking the latest entertainment news and reading the great articles. Then one day, poof! The site became restricted to Entertainment Weekly magazine subscribers. I felt so lost when that happened. Something that takes up an hour of my life everyday is gone. And there was nothing to immediately fill in that vacuum.

Something like this happened to me again today. I visit a worldwide Big Brother site a lot, looking at pictures, reading what's happening with the different BBs around the world. Then the parent company, Endemol, decided to shut down the site. Mind you, this was an unofficial site so I should have expected that something like this might happen. But I never prepared for something like that to happen. And another vacuum in my life has occured.

It's strange how something as little as this that I have taken for granted can have an impact on me. I feel regret over the loss. And anger for the people who took away something that I loved. And this is just a website that has shutdown. What more if something more valuable has been taken away from me, has ended? Only God knows what would happen to me... I might feel happy, celebrating what was lost instead of mourning the loss itself. Or I might become a wreck. Or I might decide to become one with what I have lost and become part of the end as well.