stuffing myself silly

i stopped going to the gym last month. actually i've mentally stopped going to the gym last may but since i still had some personal training sessions left, i had no choice but to finish them all up. nangungulit kasi yung trainer kung kelan ang next session namin. so ayun, naubos lang silang lahat last month. and the net result is that i am getting fatter than ever before.

true, i've been fat all my life. well there were times wherein i was merely "chubby" but those times are pretty few... in fact, the "thinnest" i've been in recent memory was 170 pounds last 2003. 3 years ago... gaaahhhh! but now, i'm at a dangerous weight level. i'm about to cross over to the dark side. and syempre pinipigilan kong mangyari yun.

unfortunately since i haven't been going to the gym anymore, sumisikip na ang mga damit ko. well siguro kung nagstop lang ako mag gym, baka wala masyadong difference. but the thing is not only have i stopped working out but i've also been stuffing myself silly. for example, the food i ate today: philly cheese steak sandwich, a big serving of pasta, and 2 donuts. and it's only 4pm. and talk about carbo-loading... gaaahhhh!

not only that, i've been drinking. a lot. hindi pa naman alcoholic but my alcohol consumption has definitely gone up. like the other night, i ate at the japanese place near our house. usually when i go out to eat, i drink water or a soda. but lately, i've been having beer with my meals. so this never ending waistline of mine is not just because of carbs, it's the beer belly factor as well.

so why am i not controlling myself? because stuffing myself silly is just too fun and too good for my tastebuds... foodtrip, inuman, pagiging couch potato, it's all so good!!! so i'm ending this damn blog post with no good ending. no promises of "i'm going back to the gym!" or "i'm not eating carbs anymore!" no nothing at all... hay...