i keep coming right back...

And it hurts my soul
Cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show
That I've lost control cause I
I Keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from

Ahahaha... Hanapin ang tanga... Ako yun!!! Hehe ewan...

Warning lang sa mga tao, bumabalik ang "Ben" ng year 2001-2002... Hanapin ang moody na next level hehe. It's becoming fatal once more... Tan-tan-taaannnn!

The strange thing about all this is that hindi naman ako umaasa. I know I don't have a shot at all... But then, why am I letting all of this happen?